Imagine your whole body wants you to stop. It physically hurts. The pain is how your body is telling you to stop. You manage to somehow compel yourself to keep going.
Then you stop. Your body gets what it wants. And the pain hits and immobilizes you. No more rhythm to distract you.
Immediately the inertia is gone. You just wanna stop, know you can’t. Every moment of that waiting and knowing you have to continue is torment.
To be stopped when in such a good groove is going to be even more demoralizing.
Imagine your whole body wants you to stop. It physically hurts. The pain is how your body is telling you to stop. You manage to somehow compel yourself to keep going.
Then you stop. Your body gets what it wants. And the pain hits and immobilizes you. No more rhythm to distract you.
Immediately the inertia is gone. You just wanna stop, know you can’t. Every moment of that waiting and knowing you have to continue is torment.
To be stopped when in such a good groove is going to be even more demoralizing.
Yeah that 5 mins was a nightmare.
oof