I’m sitting at the airport people watching and feeling the same discomfort with my body and appearance that I’ve always felt, and I wonder how many women don’t feel like that and what it’s like.

Its exhausting and honestly makes me want to not be alive a lot of the time.

Edit: All my t-girl homies spotting the dysphoria right away 😅, I didn’t really want this to be about my dysphoria I guess, but well spotted.

  • nightofmichelinstars@sopuli.xyzEnglish
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    15 days ago

    I’m pretty comfortable most of the time, unless I’ve been off my exercise schedule or eating poorly. But it only takes me a week or so to get back on track.

    I didn’t always feel this way, I had pretty serious issues with it in my teens and twenties. I’m sorry you’re struggling. Body issues are no fun, especially if you’re dealing with other mental health issues as well.

    • KyuubiNoKitsune@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      2·
      15 days ago

      Yeah I gained a lot of weight this year, it’s really bothering me and I can’t motivate myself to lose it. Probably some of those mental health issues mixed in as well as just being unhappy with where I am.