I’m sitting at the airport people watching and feeling the same discomfort with my body and appearance that I’ve always felt, and I wonder how many women don’t feel like that and what it’s like.
Its exhausting and honestly makes me want to not be alive a lot of the time.
Edit: All my t-girl homies spotting the dysphoria right away 😅, I didn’t really want this to be about my dysphoria I guess, but well spotted.
Yeah, the feeling has been there for as long as I can remember, I’m 40 now, it’s still there, possibly worse. In 2022/2023 I hid away inside for 2 years to avoid the feelings.