I’m sorry. I get dysphoria and dysmorphia. I have those too. But also…none of you cuties’ backs are male. Literally None. This is what a “male back” looks like. Along with monstrous shoulders, which only get emphasized by me lifting my arms in any way.

Sorry for the vent. I am unwell right now, but hey…my account is still here. That means I get to selfishly drag all of you down with me :P /s
Why does my body have to be literally an inverted triangle? Why do I have to have all of the “desirable male traits” and be trans?? 😭
It’s unfair…

Even my butt, the one thing I was beginning to be proud of…it sucks. I have zero side-butt and it’s the unshapeliest ass ever. It’s so over…

I guess…if nothing else my hair is kinda long. Fun…

  • Linda R@nord.pubEnglish
    6·
    13 hours ago

    With that butt? Come on, who’s gonna see anything else?

    Once the brain has made a decision, it fits the rest of the reality to fit that decision if at all possible. And once the butt has been seen, and it’s a 100 % female butt, then a 10 % chance of another body part being interpreted as female is enough. The brain goes “100% female butt -> any chance of female means yes female”.

    You have a butt that can repair anything! Even backs and shoulders!

    (As you’ve already been telling us the past couple of days, anyway!)

    • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      4·
      9 hours ago

      That’s actually really kind, omfg 😭
      I wanted to argue, as I always do…butt I’ll just take the compliment. Thank you 💜

  • Kayday@lemmy.worldEnglish
    15·
    19 hours ago

    Stfu 😘~*

    It’s dysphoria talking. You could fit two of you behind me.

  • Courtney (she/her/they) @lemmy.blahaj.zoneEnglish
    11·
    19 hours ago

    Where male

    I see I nice girly back (and a nice booty, get it girl!)

    100% jealous of the hair. Mine is combination frazzled and curly, but it mostly does whatever it wants. It’s also getting a ton of grays 😭

    • Miisha ♀️@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
      2·
      9 hours ago

      Awww, giiirl 🥺
      My hair is a mess. Frazzled describes it super well, lol. No grays yet, but with the stuff I do…there should be 😭
      Thank you ❤️

  • HuntressHimbo@lemmy.zipEnglish
    12·
    22 hours ago

    Sorry, don’t like to just contradict you, especially here, but that is not a male back either. Your shoulders aren’t monstrous and your booty is respectfully fantastic. I hope your mood improves and you start seeing what you look like and not what your insecurities want you to see!

    You do however owe Pythagoras an apology for this

    inverted triangle

    You can leave a protractor with your local geometry teacher as an offering to appease him 😁