transit flights thru ally countries such as armenia, turkey, eg ufa -> yerevan -> berlin which cost 400$ lol but getting visas, permisions etc is very very hard, also russian border control now is strict as hell and will steal ur phone for analysys of extremist content, if u dont unlock phone - u will be arrested, so stuff like grapheneos would be useful,

possible direct argentina flight exist but thru moscow instead, with non-visa 90 day

eastern/southern europe is not an option at all for me!!! more than transit

local ppl mentality will worse everything, i often treated as freak heheheh, but in context of taxis, transport etc would be worse

drone attacks making worse for using airplanes(i wish i wish i wish so much to have A LOT more of them), airports are often shutdowned

i have only 9 class school attestat and obvisiously i dont wanna there continue for more school and university/college inside russia, but probably is might help get stuff like student visa somewhere else(education system is one of abusiest system there)

money hurts, i dont have real ability to work especially without above stuff, but still limited amount possible to gain

parents sadly very toxic to my plan of leaving russia

huh soon i just will steal someone car and someone boat…

i will do something when i hit majority age, now i should protect myself from parents and society, need gain money and do anything for leaving this asshole

also in psychiatry way, any any any especially family can easily put u in psych ward for months without ability to exit and communicate with outside world aka prison with antipsychotic pills, there applies anything, anyone can just fake info and rape, interesting how THIS are silenced in media, psychiatric political abuse worse than soviet union probably now is rising

i have trans foxgirl friend from perm but she repping and still with abusive parents too

i now self-isolated from society hopefully

i have a dreams where i was leaving into argentina, canada lol, and weird airport one, hoping very hoping todo something irl

most ironically i have austrian relatives which lives near vienna(neulengbach town), which are doesnt treat me normally lol, they are dad-sided, dad abanboned me from start of my live, dad grandma is stupid christian toxic asshole, but aunt herself isnt better at all, instead very very toxic too, and they get out me from their big big house, when i used it as shelter when i was physically abused by mom brother and mom itself in early august 2024, they abanbon me completly for last years, when i tried to find a way for relatives and austria grandma just supressed me

ironically but i have ukrainan last name for which one teacher bullied me for it

young ppl sometimes just see me as freak and just manipulate me, and worse sometimes on my look they treat me as drug addict… incl girls, only one human person which was rly cute w me is autistic girl too hehehehehheheh but she ass controlled by her parents (autistic communication protocol exist)

i dont have any safe irl person at all right now

i probably dont have being drafted for health reasons obvisiously