I meant as we never really talked about feelings. Like never had a hug as a child. I did one to my dad this year when he was really low. Today… It’s greyish? It’s not all bad, not good either? Good thing even if the apple doesn’t fall far from the tree. I don’t know I must have rolled far far away.

It’s like I’m their child and they still love me even if they are like “I’m too old for this shit mentality”.