Just need to vent. I realized I was trans and I have been repressing it for awhile. I told myself I wanted to start hrt by the end of the year. But I have been struggling with health issues too. To the point that I may have to go on disability and everything feels hopeless. My living situation puts me into a position where I cannot be open about who I am. Plus I met someone who I thought was a really nice person. I just wanted to be friends but they love bombed me until I gave in. Which broke my self esteem all over again. Everything just feels like too much right now and I have spent the last two days in bed in the fetal position not moving at all.
Thanks for responding. It’s good that you’re here talking. I know there’s very little we can do to help you materially but we’ll always be here to listen.
There are resources available for getting hormones the unofficial way too if you can’t get a doctor to provide them for you.
I really appreciate it 💜 I’ve been bottling it up for a bit. It’s nice being able to talk about it and knowing someone is listening.
We’re always in here. Sending love.