Hey everyone! Ive been missing yall for a while, and without going into too much i havent had great access to my wardrobe or the ability to wear it.

Anyways, in other news, due to a supremely nightmarish interaction with police, i am now out to the entire state of oregon! All the worst people i was most afraid of knowing now know! Yayyy 🙃

Plus some deeply personal and intrusive questions, like:

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What genital were you born with? Have you had any surgeries? Any plans to have surgery? Mtf or ftm? Safe around other men or no? How long hrt? When start, what take, how much dose? And other extremely intimate questions like these

It was a mortifying, nightmare fuel experience. I survived though, with some more traumas but oh well, therapists are eatin good lol.

Just venting honestly, to others who would understand. ❤️❤️

Hows everyones week so far?!

Also, fuck the police, dont ever talk to cops 🏳️‍🌈

  • brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
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    2 days ago

    Aww tanks! ❤️❤️

    Im proud of all of us, it takes so much courage to even consider transition in todays world. Its a scary place, i dont think im any braver than the rest of the beautiful girls here ❤️

      • brookedSmile@lemmy.blahaj.zoneOPEnglish
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        2 days ago

        I dont like tooting my own horn. Everyone has their struggles and mine arent any worse than someone elses. Comparing traumas kills compassion honestly. Im sure everyone here has been through something i cant even imagine wrapping my head around.

        I was raised in poverty and hate. Hate against POC, hate against LGBT, hate against everything that isnt straight and white. “If it aint white it aint right” is something ive heard more times than i could count in a lifetime. Just evil shit. Thats why alot of my stuff has happened the way it has

        But im not special or unique. I hate that we all collectively experience traumas like this. Not even just our little community here, but everyone. I strongly feel that if the world wasnt so cruel and unfair to people at certain times, there would be a lot less hate. sigh a girl can dream tho ❤️❤️